
What do I know about love?
I know a whole lot about appreciation,
To someone who has a lot of dedication,
To achieve their dreams,
To make a mark on the world.
So maybe what I believe is..
Just a figment of my imagination.
Eighteen years old,
No boundaries in place,
Thoughts of commitment,
Too early in this race?
It amazes me how people tend to believe
That because you choose to care about one person
That you are stupid and dumb,
Because you don't believe in playing the field,
Because you choose something that everlasting,
That in your mind can stand the time of the temporaries
Before we go and meet
Our eternal father,
Who thou art in heaven.
I feel like maybe its just there to make me feel good,
To add that flicker in the candle of my mind,
To maybe feel like this dream can become a reality,
That the thought of feeling someone's fingertips,
To touch someone's skin,
To feel embraced in more than a friendly way.
Maybe its just there to resonate in my mind,
Because the definition of love is too general,
General meaning complex, I meaning simple,
Because media and advertisements have subliminally
Fixed our medullas to believe that like all worldly things,
To feel that this is another instant thing,
Not letting time take its place,
Allowing this idea.mirage. to nurture or grow..
Letting it quicken to become old,
No taste just from sweet to bitter,
No medium in between.

It really makes me wonder,
What has this world come to?
Because we are plucked with a syringe
To feed into this sexually-corrupted media
Where a one night stand is basic
And because you are abstinent you are a lame
Because you're intelligent,
You must give good brain.
So my conclusion is,
Since I'm religious, how does my Godly love fit in?
Is me being too friendly mean I like you,
Does me caring mean, you can take advantage of me,
Because I will ride for you, means that you can crash me? Like a car?
I'm still trying to figure this out,
How will I know if I will find the right one?
I'm 18.
I have many more years to go.
But he to I is a temporary in this world of temporaries.
I'm just wishing he could be permanent.